today I sip Stars through a straw I bargain with the Sun for more Love more Love in my heart more Love in my body what do I have to offer but the Horus made flesh? the winter air ruffles the green feathers of the redwood and the pine I saunter along the ridge...
in the stillness my Heart says STOP stop the quarreling the arguing with Nature the arguing with God give it up give it away let yourself collapse into My Arms let yourself rest on this bed of roses under this blanket of kindness under this blanket of Grandmother Sky...
in the morning I wake in despair I hover three feet above my body which is curled over like a frozen pink shrimp like a scared fetal embryo just implanted in an unfriendly womb the upper left turn in my large intestine folded over on itself in devastated longing...
